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Time heals everything, it takes a while, but eventually, you stop thinking about. I was fine before you came into my life, I’ll be fine now.
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Alexander McQueen
Isn’t fashion so dangerous? Talk about shoes that would kill! LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Well, today I had a test, and lets say I am no bueno at math. I feel like I failed :[ bummer.
This whole semester just hasn’t been what I would have liked it to be, it’s insane and I don’t really like any of my classes, primarily because they are in the morning and I hate waking up at 7.
Well time for government, whooopie.
-Toodles.
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SO EFFING TIRED.
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Happy Birthday to my Daddy. :) This man and I have had our ups and downs but I love him through thick and thin. Even if I am a brat at times, I’m his little princess. :)
Well I took my government exam and it was MAJOR FAIL. FML. I can only hope I passed the exam. I’m supposed to be studying for speech but here I am, writing my heart out on tumblr. Lol. It just seems to be more interesting at the moment. So I hope I don’t do that bad on this test either.
Everything at the moment seems so surreal. I’m pretty much in a crummy mood. I miss how everything used to be. But like the saying goes, “You can’t always get what you want”. How appropriate. This is teaching me a valuable lesson that I’ll carry for here on out. I suppose I had to learn the hard way and put myself in the worst situation in order for me to learn this. It’s just disappointing for me since I should have known all of this before anything bad happened. I’m just trying to deal with all of this the best I can and hope that I’ll get through this soon. What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger right…? Well I certainly hope so because I’m in a coma right now.
After my speech class I’m just going to go home and sleep until it’s time to go to work. I feel like I need to just chillax with some drinks. I sound like an alcoholic, haha. I guess it just helps to drown those bad moments temporarily… But then next day it’s still there. Nothing ever fades does it? There’s always an imprint left behind, a scar… To remind us everyday of the harm that was caused, the restraint it put on things.
Well enough about all these depressing thoughts that aren’t helping me feel better. Well here I am listening to Cheap Trick- The Flame. That’s pretty much how I feel right now. It’s funny how some songs can just perfectly describe how you feel. The power of music eh?
I need to catch up on Grey’s Anatomy. ONE of the best shows ever. Such a great plot and story line! Oh and also Glee and Bones. So many shows and so little time. I’m not really looking forward to the weekend, I’m working doubles all weekend long. Wth? Well I guess I can’t complain. That’s more money for me. And waiting tables isn’t that hard of a job, piece of cake! I just hope it’s busy so it’s worth the time I’m there.
Do any of you wonder where you’ll be in ten years? Where you will work? Where you will live? Whether you’ll have a family of your own? -I do. Constantly, which annoys me because the future changes constantly with every action that’s made in the present. I do know however I’m 99.9% opposed to being married and having a family of “my own”. I guess it’s because I’m not sure of what that all means. I don’t want to be 25 and married with 3 kids already. First of all, I’m not the motherly type, and second of all, a vast majority of marriages end in divorce. Why bother? Just my opinion over that. That type of stuff was made for some people, I just don’t fall in that category. I just want to live my life as a successful woman, independent and strong. I hope I’m all of that in the years to come.
-Toodles
